You probably read this title and wondered what I could possibly be talking about. Everyone knows what a bathroom is, what its main purpose is but for me the bathroom is where I hide. I’ll start by saying I debated making this post for days. Just because of the fact that this post is going […]


Dear son,You’re sleeping now, so this will probably be the best moment for me to spill my guts out.There was a time when I couldn’t see myself wanting or having kids, and now, I can’t imagine my life without you.I look back and wonder what my purpose was. Sure, I had dreams and goals but […]


Suffering a loss is one of the hardest things… It’s the hardest thing to experience and the hardest thing to watch… This post is honest. It is true. My youngest brother lost someone he thought he would love for life. His first love. No, I said that wrong. He WILL love her life, but it’s […]


I CRY because I feel pain. I CRY because I feel strength. I CRY because I am broken. I CRY because I’ve rebuilt. The tears that stream from my eyes are made up of the emotions I can no longer hide. And when those tears dry, I have a new slate. At least for a […]


There is a calm before the storm. A calm before all hell breaks loose. It starts with small droplets that fall from my eyes, creating a stream of tears that began to pool beneath me. That pool gets bigger and bigger, turning into a sea. A sea that I alone am trapped in. Each wave […]


It’s that time of year. HOLIDAY SEASON IS UPON US! (Well tomorrow haha) Indulge in that family time, food, laughter, love… ALL OF IT! MINDFUL The holiday season brings a lot of different emotions and feelings out to the surface. Some are happy that they finally get to see family that they have been distant […]


Have you ever had a Psychologist or a counselor try to put colors to your feelings? Something like… “What color coincides with what you’re feeling?” Well, today that color for me is red. I chose this color because I have a visitor. The kind you only see once a month. Along with the flow and […]